Man! I never realized that the fear of success is full of stress. Just when I think I know myself; I am stressed out due to the fear of success.
I have so many things going on that will take me to the top and the closer I get, the more stressed out I get. Not for the doing that I have to do to get there; but from the thoughts of what happens if I really get there.
This is nuts. Although many a men have stolen my ideas and claimed my works as theirs; it is I who am my biggest saboteur.
I push my children to be the best that they can be as I sit and watch them rise... I pause. They often ask me when will I take my ideas and run to the top? Good question I say.
The time is now. I must push past this blockade that I have build and shine on my grind. Although I am forever grinding I lack the shine. I sit worried what others will think or do when wealth take me to my rightful place. Then I look to my right and left and now I say... who is here now... not too many. So the heck with the rest.
Today is the first day of the best days of the rest of my life. I am free of self and move with SELF to the top... as Zig Ziggler say..."See you at the top"! I say keep hating so I won't have to. lol.
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