Fear of SUCCESS Stress

Man! I never realized that the fear of success is full of stress. Just when I think I know myself; I am stressed out due to the fear of success.

I have so many things going on that will take me to the top and the closer I get, the more stressed out I get. Not for the doing that I have to do to get there; but from the thoughts of what happens if I really get there.

This is nuts. Although many a men have stolen my ideas and claimed my works as theirs; it is I who am my biggest saboteur.

I push my children to be the best that they can be as I sit and watch them rise... I pause. They often ask me when will I take my ideas and run to the top? Good question I say.

The time is now. I must push past this blockade that I have build and shine on my grind. Although I am forever grinding I lack the shine. I sit worried what others will think or do when wealth take me to my rightful place. Then I look to my right and left and now I say... who is here now... not too many. So the heck with the rest.

Today is the first day of the best days of the rest of my life. I am free of self and move with SELF to the top... as Zig Ziggler say..."See you at the top"! I say keep hating so I won't have to. lol.

Length of Time

It is not how well you get along with that special someone but how well you work it out when you do not, that determines the length of time of the relationship.

compromise is key

both parties need to find satisfaction, validation, complete understanding, and to be heard

There always need to be some grey areas in all situations in order to be able to meet in the middle or on top as some may say.

Today I celebrate my ability to relate and find the grey that gets me to the top of all.

Mind This Matter

It is all Mind Over Matter! Time to choose to mind the matter.

Time to make up in my mind, to place the things that matter to me at the top; of my list of matter of factual differentials. High time it matters to me that which is good, pure, honest, happy, healthy, loving, wealth, growth filled, ever lasting forward progressive truth. Minding matters that are trivial are the destructive time wasters; which take up most of the monumental moments that you never get back.

No thing taken for granted or over looked shall be replaced regardless of the lack of thought or intent. A failed attempt, a disregarded request or a moment not appreciated will not deem itself worthy of recognition, appreciation, affordability, or notice; it shall only flee in the manner in which it came... passing you by. It is what we do in the moments given to us by the present, called today that really matters. No thing taken to mind in hind-site shall matter in the moments passed. Sometimes you are not afforded the come-around.

Today I am intentional in the mind over this matter. I am minding on purpose the matters of this heart, body and soul.